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January 1, 2006

I'd rather be dead

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I'd rather be dead than spend another god damn day in my fucked up life. (No, I'm not suicidal. I'm too much of a wimp to actually kill myself. Hurt myself, yes, if you count ramming my head into things. Maybe professional help isn't quite out of the question....)

Mel Brooks had a movie called "Life Sucks." An apropos description, yet I've managed to put up this facade of things being okay. They're not. And things have to change.

I'd love to wake up the morning of January 1, 2006 as a new person. But it wont happen. But I can make changes. And that's what the Phoenix in this site is about. The rising up from the ashes.

So I begin 2006 with this process of starting over. It wont be easy. It'll be ugly at times. It'll hurt. But it has to be done.

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January 1, 2006 at 10:40am.
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What is so bad about your

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hammackj's picture
 hammackj
Jan 1, 2006
7:37pm

What is so bad about your life? I just found your site via a wordpress plug search, I am curious why you think your life sucks so much.

-jacob

I hope that you are able to

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dawn's picture
 dawn
Jan 7, 2006
9:45am

I hope that you are able to take the steps that you want to and need to take to get where you really want to be. And please know that I am here to listen.

@hammackj: I was in one of

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david's picture
 david
Jan 7, 2006
11:45pm

@hammackj:
I was in one of those moods. I don't get them very often. I'll post more later.

@dawn:
Yay! my gravatars do work! And I know you're there! But after your crappy month, I didn't want to burden you with my nonsense.

Just happened upon your

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Layla's picture
 Layla
Jan 8, 2006
4:31am

Just happened upon your blog. I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I can relate. This is a really great looking site, I like the photos, the simple look, good job Smiling

Thanks for stopping by,

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david's picture
 david
Jan 8, 2006
8:53am

Thanks for stopping by, Layla.

The site's going to be doing through a major theme change soon. (Well, once I get the comments to work correctly on the new theme. Which is odd, since it's the same comment structure as I have now.)

I'd rather be dead

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e's picture
 e
May 23, 2007
2:51am

I'd rather be dead too............

hope you can work out

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david's picture
 david
May 23, 2007
8:08am

hope you can work out whatever's going on.

I'd rather be dead

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deadlyserious's picture
 deadlyserious
Jan 29, 2008
10:00am

Hell I would rather be Dead than live a life of physical pain and loss.
4 years ago I got fibromyalgia it completely screwed up my life.
Chronic Fatigue to kill your energy,Brain Fog to zap your ability to think,
Tingling and pain in Hands and Feet. Depression it goes on.
Cant be diagnosed or treated.................Great
So world get ready to lose your job, home, self esteem, physical beauty etc...
I spoke to a recruitment consultant today and he told me I am unemployable
So I agree with your sentiments I really would rather be dead...........

its been 2 months since my

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jason's picture
 jason
Feb 10, 2008
7:55pm

its been 2 months since my girl left, we had 5 years and 2 kids together, now she seems to be moving on, but i seem to be doing worse, i cant get over her, and i'm at the point where i cant find why i'm holding on except for the boys, i really dunno what to do

well you are not alone these

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penny stocks's picture
 penny stocks
Feb 16, 2008
10:16am

well you are not alone
these things do happen in life

Don't speak like that

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Depressed's picture
 Depressed
Apr 3, 2008
7:14am

Life is beautifull, come on! You need to wake up and enjoy the life! Look at the future, it is promising!

Hey man common cheer

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Mac's picture
 Mac
Apr 4, 2008
8:34am

Hey man common cheer up!
Don't look at the world with this vision. If the life gives you a thousand reasons to cry then show the world that you have million of reasons to smile. So cheer up and be a brave man and show the world that you have millions of reasons to smile.

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